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Friday, May 27th, 2005
11:34 pm - i cant remember to forget
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Friday, May 20th, 2005
10:41 pm - how true


Star Wars Horoscope for Aquarius




You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you.
Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you.
You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle.

Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader



current music: Sparta

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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
4:21 pm
film festival went ten times better than last times. My movie actually played, well one of them at least. ywbdss2 exceeded the time limit so it was put at the end of the festival, there ended up being no time for it to play. oh well. so as i was walking back up from presenting zombie river in the auditorium when some kid yells out, pop punk is awesome, to me. i found that pretty awesome, goes to prove my point that the majority of concord high school are a bunch idiots. also, recently ive been deeply offended and truely hurt by one young individual who called me emo, but im so emo and im tired of it... :/ hmmm
im not really sure what defines someone as emo, or pop punk now. if it were music then i would clearly be in the fagcore scene.
joshuawesome bought richard, james and i tickets for star wars episode III tonight for 12, the opening show. its going to be a blaast.
aparently i have something wrong with my brain, i cant process what it is though

current mood: needs to get head checked out
current music: I Heart Fags

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Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
10:12 am - No drugs smoke or drink Hippies suck that's what I think
No pills, trips or hippie weed
Suicidal's all that I need
Truth, respect and lots of pride
in us they live, in you they died
We're hippie killers

current music: Suicidal Tendencies-Hippie Killers

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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
8:26 pm - battle of the librarians: part 2
i guess the librarians are rip shit. they demanded that my tv production group do community service in the library ontop of writting them a letter of apology. I wouldnt have agreed to either until i learned the fact that the head librarian wanted officer jay to get involved with me pushing over books. WHAT A LOAD OF BULLSHIT! talk about over reacting, those flamming cunt hole nazis need to burn in hell. so i had to skip tv production class today to dust shelves. they tried lecturing me about how this isnt elemtary school anymore...i thought it was?
So phase 1 in librarians vs Joe Colby, librarians are winning...not for long though. this isnt over until i win 100% they will regret making me dust those shelves while listening to their fat faces ramble on about proper book treatment. seriously, chs=gay, chs library staff=needs to die nazi bitches gay
i could ramble on and on about how much i hate them but i wont

chs film festival is tesday may 17th in the auditorium at 7pm. anyone who reads this should go because JJJSwift films are awesome, unless the damn sound system isnt set up right...which shouldnt happen again...hopefully. i've submitted You Will Be Dead Soon Scream II: The Return and plan on submitting Zombie River.
Just for all of you who think all I make are zombie movies, well i dont. Im a pretty big zombie fan, but JJJSwift has actually only made 4-5 out of the 20 plus movies in total. so yeah, Im not entering two zombie movies into the festival...THATS ALL YOU GET FUCKERS

current music: Zao-Save Yourself From Hell

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Monday, May 9th, 2005
9:25 am
Thursday of last week I went to court for my fourth ticket, failure to yield. The story is I didnt do anything and the cop was in a pissy mood. After waiting for about a hour at the court house, the cop decided she was wrong and the charges were dropped.

Other intersting news...chs librarians have wanted posters up for my ass raping. Last friday our tv production class filmed the librarians flipping out on me after i tipped some books over. apparently they want to send me to the administration. My tv production teacher had allowed us to film this and knew what would be going on. The librarians also allowed us to film in the library but they didnt know we were filming them. anywho, my teacher, film group and myself will be reviewing the film today to decide what to do. Im the one who is going to be ass raped which sucks. we are trying to fight this. as long as they dont post pone my graduation or suspend me im good.

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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
9:58 am - hypocritical hippie
here is some good chs right here
I'm in class listening to this hippie pot smoking fat girl complain and cry because apparently she was saved during vacation by christ. I also over heard her explaining to the techer that everyone in concord high cant go without smoking pot for 5 minutes. THATS A SHOCKER. Shut your fat ass face you stupid bitch. Not just 4 weeks ago you were talking to my girl friend about skipping class to go smoke weed out of school you fucking hypocrite. Ill fucking windmill kick your face. pot is gay, drinking is gay and hippies are gayer to the maxx. Well I would have busted in and layed it on her that Jesus isnt real and the whole god thing but she was crying so much over the fact that there is too much pot in chs that I decided to spare her the tissues.
thats all you get fuckers

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Thursday, April 28th, 2005
9:26 pm - Florida, Where America Goes To Die
home is where you hang yourself

current music: Underoath

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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
10:12 am - heaven is now home to my angel of love
so, unknown to me, Underoath's old EP's are out of print, extemely rare to find, an when you do find them, they are so priced up the asshole its not even worth buying them. Luckily, in my downloading songs days I obtained 6 of the 11 EP songs. So despite the complete suckiness of the situation, at least I have 6 songs not many people even know about.

current mood: crying emo style to the maxx
current music: Underoath-Cries Of The Past

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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
9:22 am
alright so here it goes. gorecore will be based upon resident evil 4. for those of you who actually read my journal and havent played re4, there arent zombies. instead of zombies, there are these villagers and cultists who are infected with this mind altering slug. alright, so in my movie, no there wont be mind altering slugs or anything, but i take the idea of a shit load of crazy ass people, give them chainsaws, pitchforks, shovels, and lit torches and are set on killing a group of people in there territory. I have the opening scene in the works, most of it is complete.

What originally started out as just being a simple project has taken a few steps up to being complex and difficult. Between sawing down doors, sawing up people, lit torches with bodies on fire, and numerous gunshots to bodies and heads, this movie which will most likely be renamed is going to be a challege. The most challenging part of filming it though, is HAVING ENOUGH PEOPLE for extras. If I could get together 20 people for the zombie type people, itd be amazing.
Anyways, ill post more as this thing developes.

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Monday, April 11th, 2005
9:56 am
gorecore 2004 is in its early stages of being ploted out. Basically anything and everything is going to happen in it. Still not sure if the project will officially fall through but, it is a project i would love to do. So we take this friggen crazy plot, like chainsaw killer vs zombies and cram pack it with blood, guts, gore and more gore. Its going to be absolutely insane. The title of 2004 doesnt mean i dont know what year it is, it just rhymes good and plus my special effects interest started in 2004. So despite its lack of a plot or story, and odd title name, which could change, depending, it should be a blast if it actually gets made.
One of the key parts while filming this movie will be for any of the cast to pitch in their ideas, what they want to see. Anyone is welcome to be a part of this, and anyones ideas about what they want to see is welcome. So if you have an idea you would like to post, leave me a comment. I need gory scenes, so...yeah, awesome.

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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
10:36 am
yeah so I've decided, kind of a long time ago that i don't like many people. I'v also decided that anyone I think not worthy of my attention shall recieve none. Yeah, I'm also kinda getting more of an asshole lately, but I couldnt really give a shit. I'm only an asshole to people I dont like.

Anywho, I've thought about college for a while, after being denied by all I applied to, and realized that it was for the best. The direction im headed in now I like more. Fuck UNH, fuck Fitchburg, and FUCK you Keene-you suck anyways. When/if I excel in filming, I will rub it in everyones face that I am better then them, except of coarse those select few people who don't deserve my assholeishness...which are very few. anyways, just wait, cause if I get to where I'm expecting to get, you can expect my cockiness and assholeness to sky rocket, and i dont care.

thats all you get fuckers.

current mood: not as pissed as i may sound

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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
8:57 am - JJJSwift update
You Will Be Dead Soon Scream II: The Return remake is finished after nearly 3 months of filming. Despite the semi cheesey name, that gets less cheesey everytime I say it, it is JJJSwift's most amazing project/film ever. We began filming new years eve after deciding that the original YWBDSS2 was missing many key parts. We just finished filming last weekend. So being the longest most awesome project JJJSwift has ever had, we burnt it onto a dvd and had a showing last night at Merrimack Valley High School for Josh's senior project. It couldn't have gone better. We are working on making the official dvd version which will contain an extra scene, and some bonus features such as, special effects, behind the scenes making of, out takes, and interviews with all the cast just for fun. The movie length is about 50 minutes, that doesnt include credits, so this movie by far is the longest movie we have ever done, especially copared to the original movie which is around 15-20 minutes long. Once we have the dvd menu and the over all dvd set up and working, we will be burnin copies to distribute out to whoever wants a copy.

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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
12:00 pm
doubters, lets go down

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Monday, March 21st, 2005
7:41 pm
dying everyday

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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
10:25 am - Whiskey Is Alright In Its Place, But Its Place Is In Hell
I'm sitting in commons a doing my advanced writing work and this group of kids walk by. One of them stops next to me. I take my earphones out and ask what he wants and he begins to motion with his right hand that he's smoking. I ask what, and he then asks me if I know where he "can get some trees."

I cant wait to leave concord high.
its sad though that Ali isnt coming with me.



Leaving the throne behind our princess is found anew
Strung up in a bedpost webring. In this romance of spiders
We love like spiders
You won't feel a thing
She had a run in with the doctor of fishes
Now she smiles like a princess legs behind her head
A doctor stands accused of painting the roses red
Off with his head. Off with his head
Doctors. Cameras. Loved ones. Unhand her
Behold the site of our villain in peril
This doctors hand in her. She is fucked by a million viewers
So smile big for the cameras. We're sending this one home
These eight legs have dug their way in. has it made you whole?

current music: Fear Before The March Of Flames

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Monday, March 7th, 2005
8:51 pm - Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck
Those tire tracks
zigzag your torso like a Devil's self portrait.
The car accident, the skin graft treatment, the flower baskets,
the wincing relatives...

you bid her farewell then got in your car
and that's the last thing that you can recall.
and when they pulled you out
you didn't know your name
exploding semi truck blurred your face with flame...

you met Jane four years ago today
dancing at some vomit-stained frat party.
Her newspaper gown, glowing headline brown, her violent gypsy dance,
her tired underpants...

Love love love love love love love love love love love love
rhymes with pity now
Love love love love love love love love love love love love
rhymes with sympathy now

Jane let you touch and feel her
she was so free like a pineapple in a tree
You said it's dangerous
to be so intimate
You know it's dangerous, dangerous, dangerous.

Jane said when she laid on her back
the sun hit her body like an ugly landscape.

But some things never get better
like used cars and bad livers.
So you traded her in for a better looking brand.
One with fake porno tits
a pad lock on her lips
disposable tan
biodegradable hands.

Back at the hospital
you got no visitors at all.
She visits you in your sleep,
but that newspaper gown is always on fire

Back at the hospital
you got no visitors at all.
She visits you in your sleep,
but that newspaper gown is always on fire

She met him a week after you left her
when you tossed out her touch to the garbage collector.
He talked her out of her skirt in his beer-soaked apartment
and then they did all the things
you never said that you wanted.
And the sirens are laughing underneath your skull.
And your thoughts are turning dull, callous and cold.
Yesterday you gave your burden a name.
Yesterday you gave your burden a face.

But your burden looks an awful lot like her.

Love love love love love love love love love love love love
rhymes with pity now
Love love love love love love love love love love love love
rhymes with sympathy now

current mood: *sorry if lyrics arent exact*
current music: The Blood Brothers

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Friday, March 4th, 2005
7:52 pm - my def right ear
I officially have a job now at the NH hospital, not the concord hospital, but the mental patient one...yeah. Pretty good pay though. They seemed happy to hire me too. Awesome.

I cant hear anything out of my right ear. It hurts too. I have a bad ear infection.

I had my haircut today. It's short now. I also bought a new sweater. My sweater rocks.

current music: Anberlin-Paperthin Hymn

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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
10:39 pm - it's taken me 50,000 seperate wrecks to get here and i've learned absolutely nothing.
as i'm standing here alone, upright and motionless, i'm drowning in her sea.

it's the greatest reminder. what a broad world to roam in, what a sea to swim in, so i begin with the end in mind.


not in the best of moods lately
I feel defeated, lost,
lonely and depressed

current music: Norma Jean-O God the Aftermath

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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
11:43 pm - spilling the beans
Yesterday, Hollywood Blacklist, minus the singer and drummer but filled in by Joel awesome Pastuszak, recorded our new song Between Love And Ruin at Joels house. We arrived at 3 in the afternoon, and didnt get done until a little after 9. Loooooooong day, BUT, we recorded everything!

http://www.purevolume.com/hollywoodblacklist

listen to us!

So, Harrison decided to completely ditch the band being the vocalist and so Joel, at the last minute decided he would sing for us.

Heres the even more exciting news...Our song is going to be on the upcoming xroxx vol. 2 compilation cd which will be distributed around everywhere! ontop of that we as a band get 100 or so cds for us to sell and keep the profit for the band! ontop of that, we get to choose 50 record labels of our choice that we would like our song to go to so they can check it out. We're talking Equal Vision, Drive-Thru record, ferret, any. Thats not saying we will get hooked up with them, infact we most likely wont, thats why we're also sending our song to a bunch of smaller labels. But to have our music listened to by 50 labels of our choice is so friggen sweeet. I'd like to remind you all that we are less than a week old band as of now, we are still working on our vocals, and guitars and getting a drummer lined up. If all goes well and we perfect everything, we should be going on tour this summer like mad crazy.

I'll post more later

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